You Need to Hear

Something you need to know...Today I rest, so be at peace and know I have not left you.  All the years I carried you as children, now you carry me with you in this journey of life.  Time is short but what we have together is eternal.  Think me not gone but rather at peace, a peace I share with you.  The day I brought each of you home was a day an indelible smile adorned my heart and we are forever connected.  Feel me with you always, my love for you grows stronger even though physical contact is not possible.  I am here, remember this when: the light from the sun peeks through your windows, know it is me attempting to wake you for the day; as you walk about the road and a gentle wind seemingly comes from nowhere, know it is me kissing your cheek; when the sand tickles your toes and the dolphins play in the surf, this, too, is me enjoying the freedom from my human confines.  We have relied on human means of communication for so long, yet humanity is limited while our spirituality is eternal; connect with me, feel me connect with you, listen with your heart, engage your soul and there you will find me.  God gave you to me, He entrusted me with you and now I pass this gift on to you; take care of each other, hear what your sister is not saying and act before she asks.  Just as I am with you, I, too, am with her...share you for faith provides experiences the mind cannot fathom.  Be free in your person yet surrender to love, the love the Father has given the love I shared with you.  I always loved you without condition, no matter what you did, or how dumb it was, I loved you and now the depths of My love run deeper as I am not inhibited by a human shell.  Tap into this love whenever you feel sad, whenever you feel alone, whenever you feel lost, whenever you feel anxious, whenever you have dubious about the world...my love will settle your soul, give you ease and take you back to the first time you cried and my arms gave you solace.  Conditionless love my gift to you as well as my challenge, let not the ways of humanity interfere with unconditional love, offer it to the world, some will accept, others will reject it, that is their choice but I need you to be the love I know that you are for I have seen it in your eyes and felt it in your soul.  Live this love, live your faith and I promise you will feel my closeness.  I am in every breath that you take for I am your heart and God your soul.  Know that every story of me that you share, there I am; every shared laugh, I too laugh;  every tear that runs down your cheek, I wipe away; every night that begins restless and ends in peaceful bliss, you let me cradle you I my arms, you felt my warmth and let go of the mind.  As my body failed, I did only grew closer to you yet in a way I could not explain.  Though I may have seemed distant, I was forever close, learning new means of communication.  Stop but for a moment and just be with me in this moment, one breath, fill your lungs with my love, hold it, now exhale that which presents itself as an obstacle of our communication.  Now you feel me close, I am here as I have always been, recognize my love, it is me, Mommy.  Don't let the mind persuade you into believing that in each life ends.  when the physical ceases, life now begins for I am freed from that which I was bound, nothing holds me back, nothing do I fear for I know you feel our connection, I know you will never forget me, I know you will carry with you my peace and my love; this gives me my freedom.  I am free, be free with me, wrestle not with thoughts which condemn humanity, walk in faith, act with love and react with hope.  Today is the first day of my freedom and I choose to be with you, offer to you my peace and reassure you that I am always here.  We are one in faith, one one hope, one in love; reassured I am here and will never leave you.  Be excited for such awareness and commitment to our connection for your faith has and will carry you around any obstacle, over any hurdle, and through any valley that humanity throws at you.  Listen with your heart, feel with your soul and you will know what I say is true for you will feel my presence, feel my love.  You are forever my girls and I, forever your mom, not even the frailty of humanity can alter this truth.  I love you more today than yesterday, but not as much as tomorrow...be good to each other, share stories, share faith, be love.  I love you.  Love-Mommy