Tuesday, October 31, 2017

Self not yet taken

Halloween, a day to dress up, to be someone or something we are not; to hide behind a mask and cleverly disguise our personality.  Unfortunately, the wearing of such masks is no longer indicative of Halloween for we tend to hide behind such masks fearful that others will discover our true identity.  Motivations have twisted from love and compassion to self fulfilling prophecies leaning toward entitlement and self satisfaction.  We have forgotten how to care thus our instinct to help must be squashed so as not to become outcast with a label of goodie to shoes.  Quickly we learn the art of puppetry as we pull the strings making others move as we wish.  This found power excites the ego, gaining for us a found courage emancipating power while shackling humility; subjugating our necessities as novelties exposed under pride, driven by selfishness and vain glory.  We hunt that we may expose the hand crafted masks of others shifting the attention from our worn masks. Mask after mask, layer after layer, we conform to the mundane of society, until we know not which is our actual profile.  Worn for so long the masks have adhered together and we know not reality from disguise.  Losing our grip, we decide a new mask needs to be worn; thus another one created further extending our reach, further blurring our vision of self.  As we sit in the silence, it is then we realize:  

That who we see, no one ever sees

That who we know, is known only by the Father

Mask by mask, we form a new person

Maintaining a new identity

An identity created in the moment

To capture the moment

Motivated by power

Instigated by pride

The ego forces control

With every mask we turn over control

We surrender self to a force which needs masqueraded

A force unsubstantiated by truth

Yet avoidable in truth

Mask by day

Another by night

Personalities change just as the weather

Unconcerned with truth

Unconcerned with self

Promotion turns to conformity

That which others do becomes today’s mask

That which others envy becomes tomorrow’s mask

Self lost among each mask

A pile of self less knowledge 

Each mask more detailed than the next

Each mask takes from self a piece of truth

Wear them we shall that others may never know

Never know the truth of our soul

The truth of who we are, not who we claim to be

Claims made under the guise of a mask

Fearful of judgment, fearful of criticism

With each lash of the tongue, a scar upon the cheek

The need for a new mask

Losing sight of our soul

The heart cries out

Yet masters of puppetry we intercept the call

Cynicism the rouse 

Criticism the weapon

The need for yet another mask

Piles and piles of masks

Constructed under duress

Fearful of discovery

Fearful of exposure to a world plagued by apathy

Played by irresponsibility

And yet we play to such a hand

We create masks to camouflage our appearance

Masks created in hopes of superiority

Each mask takes from us our dignity

Takes from us our person

We fear what others will say

Yet we care not what the Father will say

He already knows our heart

He knows our soul, that which we masquerade

Why do we fear others when they have no bearing on our person?

Self founded in faith, received in love

Be this self

Halloween, a day for masks or maybe a day for self?

Take off each mask

Wear the mask of self

Be who you are

Be who you remember yourself to be

The person looking back may look a stranger

But today is a day for novelty

Let self be free

Let the the heart speak

Let the soul walk about

Join the day as you

Join the day as compassion, love, and tenderness

Never again put on a mask

Self is the only masks needed

For self is equipped with God

Equipped with sincere love, mercy, compassion and hope

Look not back at the pile of masks

Rather look into a mirror and greet the stranger

Look deeply and revisit the soul

Masks are wore in fear

Love is loved in faith

Love the person looking back

Rekindle this relationship

Find the Father

Find His love

No longer will masks be needed

For self has arrived

Self is who we are

If you need a costume today, self is not yet taken. 



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