Tuesday, April 29, 2014

God's response

You call my name, then do not listen for my response
Your time is valuable
Your projects many
When will you stop?
When will you listen?
In the night I speak, I settle your soul
By day you forget this peace I bring to you
The rush of the day brings heavy burdens
Peace be your soul
Love be your warm heart
How you shiver
Let me bring you warmth
Let my arms envelope you that you may rest
You look weary
There you go again, you call upon my name
I am right here
Do you not hear me?
Do you not see me?
Tensions build
Frustration climax
In your frustration you curse me, yet I love you unconditionally
My love is right here
Yes, for you, always
Please stop and feel it
I know you are busy but can you just stop for a moment
Do you feel my presence?
The cool breeze upon your cheeks, this is me
A smile from a stranger on the the street, this, too, is me
I am so desperately trying to reach you
Your needs are many and I have that which you need 
If you but stop, listen and hear
I have laughed with you
As a child you would run free in the fields picking dandelions, making wishes
Your wishes brought you into my arms and you felt safe
We use to have conversations
First I would listen then you would listen
What happened to the listening?
Now you talk and run to your next project
I am still listening
I feel your tiredness
Your sadness now my sadness
Your body is on overdrive
Slow down
What is important, your heart will let you know
Some of your projects bring happiness
But only I can bring joy
Only I can breathe into you life
True life
Let me give you my breath that you may live
Right now you run from place to place
There are not enough hours in the day
You pray for more hours
When they do not come, you discount prayer
Pray not for more time
Pray rather for more valued time
Purposed time
Remember I love you
I want the smile on your face to be sincere
I want it to reflect the love dwelling within you
The peace that consumes you
But until you stop, this can not be yours
Listen, I know that fear is real
You feel disconnected
Lost in a jungle of theories and projected emotions
You flounder in the "musts" decreed by others in society
Think
Live
Breathe for yourself
I am right here
I will be your breathe 
I am your life though you hide from me
Or is it yourself from which you hide?
Show your beauty
Rest upon our connection
Rest upon my love
And life will not be so difficult
For you will know peace
Love your companion
Need minimized
For truth is all you need is me   
With you, my dear, I have cried
I have wiped away your tears
Your first crush
Your first failure
The death of a loved one
I was hear and you let me comfort you
Let me comfort you again
Ij your heart you know I am real
You know you are never alone
Why not act as such
When you arise in the morning, you are off and running
Sit for a moment
Remember you are not alone
Feel my presence
Feel my love
Feel the safety of our connection 
This is your home
You are never alone yet you ignore this truth
You need not save the world
Do your best
Present your best effort
Love others
Treat them with fairness and respect
Develop your talents for they are many
Build a community that they may share in the physical duties presented 
Connect, too, with them
A chain is only as strong as its weakest link
Faith you have
Live, now, this faith
Worry not about tomorrow for it will come
Those hours they tick bye
Tomorrow is just another day
Now, this moment, this is life
Consecrated in love, I walk with you every moment
I carry you when you tire
Storms will pass
People, too, will come and go
But I remain a constant
Constantly loving
Constantly offering myself to you, my love
Fierce winds may blow taking with it securely fasten structures
Put your trust in me and your house will never be threatened
For your house built on solid ground
You house built upon faith, erected in the heart
The heart, my dwelling
I speak from the heart
Do you hear me?
I hear you
Again you call
Stop for a moment and listen to my response
"I am hear, I love you, let me walk with you"
The life you live on this earth is short
Marked by years, time ticks away
You say, "Where has the time gone?"
Consumed by work
Consumed by planning every moment
Consumed by waiting for tomorrow, wishing away this very moment
Calculated time passes quickly and life becomes a series of captured moments
Moments highlighted with smiles, others by tears, most by anxiety
Anticipation of a moment then it is gone
Captured by the heart yet visited by the mind
See you still question me
You question my presence
I am right here
I love you
Can you feel my love?
Please just stop
This life is but a passing moment
A moment in which you can feel my connection
A moment when you call upon me and listen for an answer
Should you stop but for a moment you will see this life need not consume you
I offer you love
I offer you peace
I offer you joy
I do not dangle it in front of you like a mule with a carrot that he may move
My offerings are sincere
My offerings you may take with you very second you breathe
For you breath, my life
Among the mayhem 
Among the constraints of the physical world
Among the bills that are due
You, my love, may feel love
You may feel my peace
My joy
This is not to be felt only in moments of contemplation
Moments of prayerful retreat
My love is for every moment
My peace every second
But you have to let me in
You have to slow down, even stop
Tomorrow, that will come
Today is mine, with you, my love
I love when you eyes sparkle with joy
This sparkle you shall always have if you but stop and acknowledge my presence
Stop
Please stop
That life may begin
This, what you now call life, is just running
Project to project
Obligation to obligation
You are lost in a sea of nothingness
For all this running is for nothing
All this worry for not
Millions walk this earth
I answer you when you call
Will you answer me when I respond?
Stop with the buts, the musts, the have-to's 
Be in the moment, this moment
And be with me for a lifetime
My love is real
My love I offer to you
My response to your call
Will you listen?
Do you hear me?
I am right here
I love you
Please come home
Love-
God 


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