I am here

Hello, is it me you are looking for?  I can see it in your eyes, the worry, the fear, the panic; but I am here.  Let me take from you your worry, take from you the fear which petrifies your being, take from you that which causes you panic and to see the world as a blur.  For I am right here, with you, I’ve not left now will I ever leave. I give to you my heart. I know the days are tiring, I know they are long, I know they are sometimes lonely but let not your heart feel this loneliness for I am with you, I am loving you more today than I did yesterday. The world has changed but my love for you has not.  I see you love, love your faith and rely on love; keep love in the forefront for the love you know is powered by faith, built upon the Father and includes my influence.  I have not, nor will I ever leave you. I admit, communication has changed, you can’t text or stop by for a visit but no visit is necessary as I am always with you. When you feel that comforting warmth come across you when you sleep, that is me; when you sense a familiar amongst a sea of strangers, that is me; when you wrestle not with loneliness as you feel overwhelmed with love, this, too, is me.  I know you want it to be as it was, but this is what it is; I am here, you can hear me, see me, feel me every moment of everyday, you need only remember your heart. Here I dwell, here I remind you of my love, here I pull you close and whisper your name like only I can. Some days there will be trepidation as humanity has learned to shun the heart; resist this temptation, remember your faith, remember our many times together. These times bonded our hearts, connected our souls to much more than human experience, it connected our souls to the reality and love of the Father. Life is not about riches, it is not about building a material mainstay, life is about connections of the heart, connections of the soul.  Every time we spoke, a piece of me left with you and a piece of you remained with me. For years, these pieces added up and now I am in you and you are in me; forget not this truth.  When the world awakens for the day, think back to your slumber and the peace that was created by my arms holding your heart. I am with you always, I am loving you more and more as the days pass yet in my existence time matters not. I see you look back with a furrowed brow and a tear trickling down your cheek, let me hold you now, let me take from your this sorrows remembrance and replace it with a moment marked by love, a moment where you see with your heart my presence in your life; a moment admonished by the mind as a farce but a fact if the soul, a reality in and of itself. I have not left you, nor will ever leave you, I love you and you are mine. Forged by the soul my reality is your reality though the distraction of humanity camouflage my existence. I assure you I am real, my love for you is real, our connection is real; if you but take a moment to stop and listen, stop and feel, stop and be. The reality is humanity is finite but our love, our connection is infinite so build your life, take your next steps based upon this truth, based upon our togetherness. I see that tear again, I feel that sadness, come let me love you more than yesterday, let me hold you close that you may understand my words, that you may feel complete. Let your soul take rest in my, let my love rejuvenate your steps and clear your mind that you may see with the heart what the soul speaks, what the soul knows, what the soul feels...my love, my presence, our connection. I know you will walk into this day as love and maybe tomorrow but the next it may be worry, or fear, or loneliness; you need only pause to feel My love, pause to know my love, pause to experience the reality beyond humanity, the reality in which I now dwell. I am still very much a part of your life, in fact, I am your life as we share a pulse, share a breath, share a beat of the heart and the speech of the soul.  Hello, is it me you’re looking for? Because I am right here and always will be, loving you. I need only from you to pause and see the world in which I left could no longer contain me, my being is free but my soul ever connected to you for you are my heart and I give to you my love, give to you all that I am in the hopes that you will pause and see me with you always. I love you.