See You?

When will I see You again?  

I saw You for a moment but the moment has passed 

Where have You gone?

Why can’t I see You?

You are looking only with your eyes

Looking in a room devoid of light

I am right here, next to you

Look, I am here

Are You hiding on purpose?

Do You not want to be seen?

I thought You said I could always count on You?

Why do You hide?

I am not hiding, I am right here

Look with your heart and you will see

See Me where I am

I am right here

Maybe I will see You when the sun rises

Maybe then, You will show Yourself to me

I want to see You again

When will I see You again?

To see Me you need only look with your heart

Abandon the ways set by humanity

Listen for your soul speaks

It gives instruction eclipsed by the mind

I thought I knew, I guess I didn’t

The world quickly destroys dreams

My dream was to see You

For You to hold me tight and never let go

My child, I have never let go of you

You need to let go, let go of the oddities with hold you back from Me

Shackles by tangibilities and nonsense, you have forgotten

Forgotten that I am here, always

Why would You say You would always be here when You are not?

In the darkness I see nothing and now the light blinds my vision

Will I ever get to see You again?

WillYou shoe Your face to me?

Feel, My child, feel

I am right here

Silence the mind and You will find I never left you

Silence the mind and let the heart see

Concentration is slowly leaving my grip

So much to be done, so much to figure out

My mind on a constant loop of wonder, worry and angst

I was thinking You could help

I am here

Concentrate on Me, concentrate on My love

Feel Me, feel My love

Distractions will dissipate

I feel like I should see You and yet I see only darkness

Whatever, I guess it isn’t going to happen

I guess it was a fluke seeing You before

Well, maybe I should’ve grateful I saw You at all

You can see Me ever moment of every day

Connect with that gratitude, feel what you felt

Your soul will show you the way

And your heart will bring you to Me

At least I saw You, I felt such overwhelming love

But how? I’m not worthy of such love

I mean I mess up all of the time

Maybe if I were perfect I could see You

No, no, no, I need you to concentrate on love, no perfection

I want you, no perfect

Be you, feel love, my love and criticize yourself not

I am here, you will see Me

I don’t know how to be perfect

Ah, what’s the use?

So much time wasted and now I am even more anxious than before

I suppose darkness is my new friend

I am your friend, I am your confidant

Let go of that which distracts, that which claims your emotions

My love is here for you, I am here for you

See with your heart, I am here

Embracing this darkness as my friend, what else could I need?

As I slow my mind, I begin to feel

Feel a newness, feel a reprieve from anxiety

I am beginning to see

Yes, focus on your breath, on our synced heart

You will soon see

Setting aside human distractions

You will see Me

I see You God, were You there the whole time?

Why couldn’t I see You?

Here You are in plain sight

Not only do I see but I feel, feel Your love

My love is here for you always, as am I

Leave the concentrations for formulas and theorems

For My closeness you need only be you

Be in the moment, be love via the heart

And now I see, I see You

You were always here

In the darkness there was a shadow, it was You

You never left me

No, and I never will

I am here for you and with you

My love will be the foundation of your faith

Fear not tomorrow because I am already there